| My dear enemy, you're backstabbing me, Like a friend to me, like you seem to be |
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Well I've again returned to this poor old neglected livejournal.
Lots has happened since my last update. I've been working for the last 7 months, its a crappy job but it bought me a laptop, a Wii, gas, and all the bowling and fast food i've wanted, so whatever.
Me and Anna broke up about 3 months ago now, and after a short while I was okay with it, until she blocked me out of nowhere, and started acting like she hated me every time she saw me. I just dont understand how someone can love someone else and then 1 month later want nothing to do with them, especially because I didn't do anything. I guess it'll help me to forget her, although I'm not sure I want to.
School starts next Monday, and yes this time I really am going! Hopefully that will help me to stop being so bored and lonely.
I've been playing disc golf a lot lately, also playing baseball out in my back yard, and as always, bowling. I've been a lot more active this summer, trying to get rid of the fat and be more healthy. I guess it helps that I've had next to no desire to play any video games for the last month or two. Cant wait until school starts, and I can use the rec center to do some working out, its been a while.
Well I guess that's it for now, we'll see if I remember to get back on within the next few weeks.
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| It was a clumsy card house rain. If that's OK, I'll stand by your side forever. |
[27 Oct 2006|03:38am] |
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So its like 3:30, and I'm sitting here bored, wondering what to do, because I dont feel like sleeping yet, and I remember, "hey, I have a livejournal!" So I came here to check it out, only to find out, everybody else has done the same thing as me, and pretty much stopped updating, with the exception of Tim, Wes, and Mandu.
Not much going on lately, waiting for TRW to call me, so I can work until January when I start school. I'm out of money so I hope they call me soon, I hate having to ask my parent for gas money and not being able to stop and get a pop or something to eat whenever I want to.
Well I'm done, gonna leave my LJ alone for another few months probably.
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| OMG My Openhouse is Next Sunday! |
[05 Jun 2006|07:36pm] |
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You guys should definitely come to my openhouse next Sunday.
It starts at 2, and technically goes until 5, but chances are people will be there late into the night with a bonfire going.
there's a map to my house. That road between Torrey and Linden that's not named by the stupid map, is Jennings.
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| I close my eyes, and I smile, knowing that everything is alright. |
[03 Jun 2006|01:25am] |
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So I said I'd update in full, so here it is...
Cedar Point was a few weeks ago. It was a lot of fun. I road the power tower, dragster, maxair, and the skyhawk for the first time. I rode the raptor in the front for the first time, a lot more fun that way. Also rode the dragster in the front seat, that was a rush.
May 21st was 6 months for me and Anna. I cant believe its been that long already. I love her so much. Its been a great 6 months.
May 23rd was my last day. It felt so good to sleep in the next morning. I've been back at the high school almost more than i havent been there since we got out tho.
May 25th was my 18th birthday. FINALLY I can go to the machine shop. There are quite a few shows I want to go to this month.
Graduation was last night. As every year, you couldnt understand a word being said because the IMA's accoustics absolutely blow. Went and ate at Mango's with Mom, Dad, Kim, Eric, and Anna. I had ribs, and they were pretty good, but more bone than anything. Post-grad was after that. It was a ton of fun. Bunjee run, rock wall, gladiator stick fighting, velcro maze, and a laser tag room. Played some Euchre, and some texas hold-em, and some volleyball. The hypnotist was absolutely amazing. The things he made the people do were some of the funniest things i've seen in my life.
I think that's about it. Lots of Openhouses coming up. Got Ian's, Sarah Brown's and the Culpeppers' tomorrow.
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| And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave. |
[01 Jun 2006|02:41am] |
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So tomorrow is commencement. I guess I'm excited, kinda. I'm sure I will be after the practice tomorrow morning, but at this point its just like "guh, I have to wake up at like 8 so I can get there by 9:30 in the morning to practice."
Being out of school is amazing. Sleepin in, staying up late, gaming on thursday nights just because I can. That is, until I get a job...
I'm going to apply at TRW where my mom works. A couple people have had their 1 year as temps come up recently so hopefully I can get in one of those spots. Its semi-easy work, 10 bucks an hour, and full time. If not, I'm not sure what im gonna do about a job.
I'll update a little more in full tomorrow, i gotta be up in 5 hours.
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| Bring what's yours, I'll take what's mine, and meet you on the other side. |
[10 May 2006|09:42pm] |
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So I kinda forgot about LJ. I read it every few days, but always seem to forget to update. So here we go.
Prom is Saturday. I'm excited. Went and got fitted for my tux yesterday. Craig, Nick, and Kasarus were all there getting fitted too. I was like "score, i'm not the only guy from Carman waiting til the tuesday before to get my tux"
Got a car finally. 300 bucks from Anna's dad. Just got my plates and insurance on monday so i can finally drive without taking my mom's van again.
Umm.... OH! No more school in 13 days w00t. and then i turn 18 2 days later. And then go camping the next day. If i get lucky, i'll be seeing hinder and theory of a deadman in 13 days. Depends on if i can get them to let me in 2 days before my 18th birthday.
And of course, while im going through days. 11 days until 6 months for me and Anna. <3
The next few weeks are looking to be very good.
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| I dare you to tell me to walk through fire. Brand my soul and call me a liar. |
[16 Apr 2006|01:59am] |
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So today was a pretty good day. Slept in til 1:15, got up, ate some food, then talked to Leo online and decided we were gonna go see Benchwarmers. So i called Anna up, her mom said it was alright, and even let me pick her up and take her!!! (monumental, i know)
Was a hilarious movie. It was incredibly stupid, but what else can you expect from a movie directed by adam sandler (which automatically means Rob Schneider will be in it) and has the guy from Napoleon Dynomite, and David Spade? It wasnt as stupid as Napoleon, thank God.
K now Im going to sleep. Good night LJ.
P.S. OH WAIT!!! GUESS WHAT!?!?!
I found 20 bucks last night when i stopped at speedway =P I was like "oh, SCORE!"
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| I'm in love, that's for damn sure. |
[14 Apr 2006|12:14am] |
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So I'm home from Florida. It was fun, but at the same time, I found myself wanting to come home about half way through the 3rd day. My feet hurt, and I was sick of being in a hot park for 8 hours, and only getting to ride 2 rides, the only thing that made the last few days bearable was the fact that I was with Anna (and I think she'll say the same about me, we were both wanting to go home.)
Here's my Disney info, if you dont wanna hear about it, dont click the linky.
( disney stuffs )
Now I'm home, and glad to be so. Computers, video games, and sleeping in my own bed. Good night.
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| Hello, I'm your martyr. Will you be my gangster? |
[01 Apr 2006|03:47pm] |
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So I havent updated in a really long time. I just havent really felt the need to update, but since I was bored, I decided to grace you all with my update.
Been pretty busy lately. Between school, working on my research paper, band stuff, and hanging out with anna whenever possible, I hardly have time for anything other than an hour or 2 of video games before I go to bed.
Ok so some highlights of the past few weeks.
*The 21st was 4 months for me and Anna. <3
*Disney is 7 days away w00t.
*St. Patty's Day was fun, went to Mike's and made Matt watch my brother =D
*My whole "grounded" thing is completely random. Whenever my mom wants me to be grounded, I cant go anywhere, but for the most part I'm allowed to go all over the place lol.
*I just realized my last update was Feb 28th, just over a month ago.
*I'm officially addicted to WarCraft 3 custom maps.
*NO MORE TESTS IN AP PHYSICS! Just labs and review work, which means I just get to work on gettin my grade up higher now. Especially cuz im not taking the test.
*I changed my myspace page to have a top16 with special names and mostly special pictures.
*My cell phone is officially dead, but Im using my sister's old phone til I get my new one.
*I STILL need a new car.
Hmm, I dont think there's much else there to be said, so i'm gonna end my update with a few lines from my new favorite song.
you're so endearing, you're so beautiful,
well I don't look like they do, and I don't love like they do
but I don't hate like they do
am I ever on your mind?
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| As we trudge along through the mud, we try to call it home, but we werent alright, not at all... |
[28 Feb 2006|06:38pm] |
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Interim reports are retarded. We've had like 3 or 4 weeks of class on them, not really enough to give us a grade yet, all it does is get people in trouble.
So I get my grades, i have good grades in 3 classes, but in English, Humanities, and AP Physics. In English its my bad, cuz i didnt work on my study guides. In humanities, we've only had a couple grades, a homework packet, and a test so far, which makes the grade totally bullshit. And in physics its all about the labs i'm turning in Friday.
So in short, I got grounded because i did bad in a 3 week period of school.
So anyways, its not a huge deal, because when i talk to my mom, i'll be all good, the problem is, SHE REFUSED TO TALK TO ME OVER THE PHONE. I was trying to explain shit to her, and she turned her phone off after telling me "i dont think so" when i said i was still going to go to fuddruckers with Anna. That's the reason I'm pissed off, because she ruined my plans, especially by not listening to me when i talked to her.
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*updates*
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| Fuck the police |
[16 Feb 2006|11:20am] |
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So today was my hearing for the ticket i got for my accident. It was complete and utter bullshit.
It went kinda like this...
Me: I was only going 60, the roads were clear except for the spot that I hit which caused my accident, and another accident earlier in the morning.
Cop: He was going way too fast for the road conditions, the roads were bad all over that day, it was even bad for my patrol car. There were a lot of people on the road and he was in the left lane, and caused the traffic to slow down. He also injured himself so I think the VBSL should stay.
And that was it. Fucker LIED TO THE JUDGE. I've talked to 10 people that were on the expressway that morning, from my sister and my dad, to people from school, and every one of them agreed that the roads were fine. So because of that asshole, not only did i get a ticket i didnt deserve, but i was made to look like i was lieing about the road conditions. And i cant just be like "um, your honor, that guy's a liar" because it just doesnt work that way.
Other than that, today was good, got to sleep in til 8, and even though i was done at 10:20, i didnt have to go back to school. It woulda been some shit if mom would have made me go to school, as pissed off as i was walking out of there. I'd have prolly punched the first person that said anything to me in the face lol.
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| Every time I'm thinkin bout thinkin girl, I'm thinkin of you. |
[13 Feb 2006|01:03am] |
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So Sadies was pretty good. It was only so because I was there with someone I love, rather than just some random girl that i'm there with as a friend, like it was for the last 4 dances i went to. The music sucked. They only played one song that could even be called "slow" and it still wasnt a good song to dance to.
After Sadies we went to Ms. Lage's house, because she's Anna's friend Cait's mom. We hung out there, playing with her pets and eating food, then watched Cait play the sims 2 with her extremely ugly family she made, the Eww family, which was very entertaining. My mom came and picked me up at like 3:00.
Today was very boring. Woke up at like 11:30 cuz my brother had music going uber loud downstairs and I, like a dumbass didnt close my stairway door. Sat around for most of the day, not doing much of anything, just waiting in hopes that me and Anna could hang out today. Found out when she got online that her mom said we couldnt. More boredom ensues, and finally some WarCraft3 to end my boredom for a few hours. Now i'm sittin here talking on IRC about to go to bed.
Night
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| And if you go, I wanna go with you. And if you die, I wanna die with you. |
[06 Feb 2006|04:30pm] |
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So i havent updated in a lil while. Life has been pretty good in general. Lots of hanging out with Anna, which is always a good thing. School has been pretty good, i guess. I'd planned on dropping sociology but i couldnt find a teacher that i knew that didnt have a TA, but oh well. Sociology appears so far to be easier than Psychology anyways, so its not that big of a deal.
Got my report card today. Surprisingly my mom didnt freak out and yell at me when she realized i failed Psych and Humanities (yeah i got really lazy last semester, but its ok im still a credit ahead and will have more than enough social studies credits to graduate still).
Sadies is Saturday, hopefully it'll be fun. Hopefully the music doesnt suck big fat donkey dick this time. The depressing part about it is that Anna's dad has to drive us cuz her mom thinks we're gonna have sex in my mom's van if i drive her i guess.
I thought i had more to say than this, but i guess i dont. Damn im boring...
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| How long will I be here without you near because I'm so cold |
[21 Jan 2006|02:00pm] |
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So exams went pretty well I guess. DiGiacomo didnt have them graded yet when i talked to her after school friday. I did horrible on my psych exam, so i wont get into that. I got 105/125 on my Humes exam which is an 84. Got a 17/30 on my AP physics exam which with the curve made it an 88%.
Going to see Tristan and Isolde today with Anna, Leo, and Mary. Should be fun.
So i've recently realized that i love Celldweller. Although definitely not as much as i love Anna.
Today is 2 months, and i swear it feels like its only been a month. I know it sounds corny, but this has definitely been the happiest 2 months of my life.
Ok i'm done, so i'll leave you with some lyrics from the celldweller song i'm listening to.
Inside this fantasy
It seems so real to me
Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
True Love behind a wall
Where men and angels fall
A fading memory, when my mind is frozen
I can see a frozen point in time
Where her figure still awaits
Tongue of fire tracing lips outline
Where frozen breath originates
With one motion of her wanting eyes
She strips everything away
This one moment is intensified
And colors all fade to grey
I am in the only place that i want to be
Though we know that it ends eventually
But it's alright because right now we're frozen
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| I sleep with one eye open so I can see you breathing |
[16 Jan 2006|01:04am] |
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OMFG liek hi!
Its been a little bit since I updated, not had much to update about lately.
Exams are coming up, and like an idiot i screwed off in my classes and need to take my exams to get my grades up, instead of exempting them. The only ones im exempting are body D and band lol.
Last night was movie night at Sarah's for her birthday, it was fun stuff. We watched The Jerk with Steve Martin, ate tacos, and lots of gummy bears, and also watched Lilo and Stitch. The fun was more hanging out than watching the movies.
Aside from school, life has been good. Lots of hanging out with Anna, and lots of gaming (its Winter-een-mas month, gotta have gaming) Our 2 month is next weekend, hopefully we'll get to hang out.
Got the pictures of my van back, here they are in a cut.
( Hot pictures of my van )
That's about all I have to update about, so I'm done.
P.S. A nice quote from Steve Martin in The Jerk btw.... "I was born a poor black boy"
P.P.S. I love you Anna.
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| So kiss me like you did. My heart stops beating, such a softer sin. |
[07 Jan 2006|01:19am] |
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So I havent had a real update since Christmas, so here's the lowdown...
Christmas - New Years: played computer games, played around with my ipod, and watched some movies with Anna, including Cinderella Man, American Wedding, and her Dane Cook DVDs.
New Years: Went over to Anna's and watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith, before watching the ball drop. Left like 15 mins after the New Year.
Jan 1 & 2: Hung out playing the computer all day, enjoying my last few days of freedom.
Tuesday: went back to school, didnt do anything special.
Wednesday: Stayed after while Anna went to conditioning, then went to her house and hung out til Youth Group. Had cake because it was cake night.
Thursday: Stayed after with Anna and Caitlinn, got a ride home after brass ensemble from Cait's mom (Ms Lage)and got KFC woot.
Today: Hung out while Anna took her Geometry retake test, talked to Ms Waters while they were taking their tests. Helped Sam play her part for Solo & Ensemble because her part is a trombone part. Went to Anna's and hung out until the basketball game. Got there at the beginning of the 4th quarter of the JV game, we went from 38-37 to 61-40 by the end of the game. Whooped their asses. The varsity game was even better. At half way through the 3rd quarter when we left, we were up 62-20. Went back to Anna's and watched Aladdin (quite possibly the best disney movie ever btw) Left at about 11:30 when my mom got there after work.
Now I'm sittin around, bout to get on WarCraft 3 for a bit I think, so I'm out.
I love you Anna
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| Why're you sad? Dont you know that its you who holds my dreams and seems to always come back? |
[26 Dec 2005|11:02am] |
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So yesterday was a pretty good Christmas. My big present was an iPod nano (irony?). I also got some clothes, a 6-in-1 electric shaver/trimmer set, a Zip-Zap, which is one of those small RC cars you put together yourself and can change the gear ratios and stuff to make them better, me, my dad, and my brother all got one so we can race em around. I got a new hoodie from my uncle, but sadly it doesnt fit. Got 75 bucks total between my grandpa, my uncle todd, and my aunt stephanie and uncle greg. My mom got us scratch-off tickets in our stockings, and I won 24 bucks on one, making me the only one of us that even won anything lol.
Anna came over about 7ish. She got to meet the family, which was funny because the family just met my sister's boyfriend Frank, when they've been dating for over a year. For like an hour she wouldnt open the present I got her, she kept saying she would, and then just not doing it. She eventually opened it, and loved the Simba. She got me a beanie, which I love. I just woke up like 20 mins ago and I'm already wearing it lol.
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